Days like this

It’s days like this that I miss my grandmother the most. 
She would always take me the beach each Easter.
The weather would usually be perfect, not too hot and not too cold.
Sometimes it’ll rain, but we would sit in the sand and just enjoy. 
She was the reason why I’m so attached to the beach.
Because she loved it, and so I love it. 
It’s also the reason why I haven’t been able to go to the beach lately
Without having the urge to drown myself in its waters. 


It’s been a while since I’ve cried for her.
It’s been four years and I’m still not over it.
And I don’t know if I ever truly will be. 

Now this year, I lost another. 
Around the same time too.
Truthfully, I’m really angry at the world.
I have been for the past four years.
I’m getting better
But days like this
I can’t help but wallow and hate the world
And myself. 


basedminyoongi

kwa-k:

mminseok:

itstriplerainbow:

mminseok:

excuse the language but 

stop making the motherfucking exo fandom looking mother fucking worse as it already is

exo fan or not, have some mother fuckin respect. people died. I can’t even image how the survivors feel right now. It’s such a traumatic event. i mean, even that last comment seems so fucking fake tryna make exo fans look bad. how do you guys have the time to start even more hate. and even more fandom wars. do you think this is funny? no. get a fucking life. why would you even make time in your boring ass life to even make such disrespecting comments and pretend that you’re an exo fan. go fucking save a kitten or some shit gotdamn. do something better to the world. how do you have that hate inside you to make you this way. go see a mother fucking therapist for your hatred mind.
Second of all. Why does that first comment have “thumbs up?” Yeah I don’t even want to fuckin begin. so some other EXO fans/nonfans agree with that comment? Wait really? This tragedy shouldn’t be considered a joke in the first place.

im so sick and tired of dumb ass people trying to make other fandoms look bad. And even to their own fandom. Grow up.

It’s amazing actually how only one ferry sank and all entertainment schedule stopped they postponed it. It shows how solid they are as a nation, and please show some humanity the fuck is wrong with you people? Some of those people are children, old people, maybe the same age as you. How will you feel if you’re in their place? Do you want people to care, to pray, to help and comfort your family. Or you want people to not care and just go party and release a goddamn album and let you die. And come on people fanwars? Really? You’re going to make exo look bad again? They’re already labeled as one of the bands with the worst fandom, are you really going to make that worse? Look here okay it’s just an album.. Bash me all you want but let me say this, they are just albums, video musics, songs, some of them are already leaked and it can all wait. What you can’t wait is peoples lives the stake of their lives.. What will you do is your parents, or your friend or somebody that you love is trapped in the ferry? You will be worried but then you see all of this people not caring and just want some freakin mv to be release. I’m not going to say anything else but please realize and respect.

Btw I complained only because of those comments. Fake or not go fuck yourself.
Fanwars are stupid. The idols them self don’t even fucking hate each other.

praaaaise^

As a korean, I am very disappointed at the international fans that are complaining over this matter. It’s doesnt matter if you’re an exo fan or not. This is a great deal in my country.  We as koreans are joining together to grieve over the loss of our people. How dare you disrespect my country. Who are you to mock our loss. The entire entertainment industries in korea put a hault in their activities for a reason. Exo, Block B, A pink, and many more idols pushed back their comebacks because we as fellow Koreans are grieving over the loss of our people.  This is a huge fucking deal. The fucking ignorance some people have is just unbelievable.